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Finished All My Semesters Work/Finished Registration in the UK

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Right now I'm eating spaghetti that I made (lol). I used impossible meat and it tastes pretty good, I froze it then I reheated it today in the microwave. Ever since I had a schizophrenic episode around 2021, my taste buds and sense of smell have remained completely off which makes cooking a bit difficult sometimes. But I still try my best to cook as much as I can while incorporating vegetables and fruits. Yesterday I officially completed all the work for the fall 2025 at Lehman. I was so anxious this semester and I actually took a big break from working around February-October to focus on school. I am gearing up to leave for the UK on January 9th, 2026 and I'm very anxious about it. It will be my first time abroad ever as I just finished the registration for my school. I will be keeping my apartment here in America while also paying for care for my cat and that gives me a lot of anxiety and stress, but I try my best to pray about it and not worry too much. Since I am leaving ...
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Been listening to instrumentals non-stop with 'Love All Over Me' and 'Diary' and have been doing the last of this semester's work today. I have NO idea how I was able to do my schoolwork and also work 7 days a week with postpartum dates, birth attendances, birth classes, and also maintaining a marriage at one point. Right now, I'm working 5-6 days a week and I still get a bit overwhelmed with everything. I have to constantly tell myself that "I can do it!" and to never give up. I think this month and last month I have had feelings of giving up, giving in, and quitting. I talk briefly about being nominated to study abroad in the UK, but the whole process has been quite stressful for me. What I worry about most is the unknown...what I can't see, what I can't feel... Also considering that I wasn't working from February to November of this year, of course money was tight at times. As frugal as I tried to be, expenses kept piling, and money kep...

Found this pretty picture from an earlier shoot this year

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so cute.

Officially Studying in the UK/Scholarship 🥹

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I'm so excited but really scared to go! It will be something new for me as I've never left the country before.

Next Hairstyles/Wigs

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Vegan desserts in Queens 🎀

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These were so yummy and the server was the sweetest

growing in as best as it can

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I'm still using the chebe powder and hair pills religiously. I DEFINITELY need a cut but have to find someone to do it before I leave the country. My little hair is growing though..