Life is So Scary

Everyday is so unexpected and that scares me. What's scaring me the most these days is school. School is so scary. Am I going to be accepted? Will I get a full ride? I can't control life but I know I really want to study Africana studies, it's all I've talked about since my first African boyfriend named Almodad. We were together awhile.. Maybe five years. Since then, I have always loved where he came from and how hard his parents worked. The other option I have for school is Rutgers, but I don't really want to go there. I have my eyes on NYU and that's what I'm praying for. I'm sad, excited, depressed, happy, bored, and stressed all at the same time. If that makes sense.

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