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So much love 🫂❤️

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I'm so honored that all these places are reading my blog. It truly is an honor and a priviledge. I can never stop talking about how I was the only one reading my blog for the first few years with very little support. I am so grateful and blessed that anybody would be interested in anything I have to say. This is my personal space and I have always felt like in my life I have remained unheard but forcibly touched. I have remained ignored but mishandled. I have remained mocked but copied. So I'm so happy today and I pray it continues to grow.
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Rita Dove 🌷

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pretty mama

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on my way to a doula client

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Writing

I'm reading Rita Dove's book 'Playlist for the Apocalypse' and I do pray that I have the strength to write another book. I hate living with all these mental illnesses. I hate schizophrenia so much. I hate how I struggle. I hate the embarrassment. I hate the anxiety. I hate the misunderstanding that I feel from people. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it so much. Some days I hate everything about my life and remaining grateful gets so hard. This morning was one of those days. Why do I struggle? Why do my people struggle? Why does my name mean nothing to anyone? Why is my importance in this world diminishing? I've been reading so many Christian novels and they are so beautiful. I am trying my absolute best here on this Earth. I'm trying to be strong, even though most times I feel like the weakest link. I''m also scared to write another book because I don't want to offend anyone with how I truly feel about them and the way they treat/treated me....
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before I completed my hair

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always playing with my hair

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