Sadié Sidney

What type of woman am I to love the suspected murderer of my twin? Who am I? What am I? Most days I do not feel strong. I feel like I'll never be worth anything to anyone most days. The undeniable reality is that I love my father despite. I love my father more than I love my mother. It is in my nature to love the man that referred to me as "daddy's little girl". After going through my own mental battles, there is a level of grace that I have given to my father. When I go to the psych ward and I'm housed with felons, my mind graces over the undying love and care I have for my father. I can't but help to forgive him for his wrongdoings and I hate that at times. At times, I remember the ways that me and my dad bonded. The innocent love that a father and a daughter share in the delicate moments that they share. Those moments I hold so dear to me. I will never let them go. They will always be so close to my heart. I understand his addiction to heroin and how th...