Sadié Sidney

I have been making major changes in my life and after writing the memoir of my life, I saw many things that I didn't like. Things that broke me to write and I decided to make a major decision. I decided to move on. After my twin brother was murdered, my family left me to my own devices. They didn't really care for me. They could never provide the support and love that I truly needed when Sidney passed. I was all alone. Embarrassing to admit, but I took alot from my family after Sidney passed. I took disrespect, disloyalty, dishonor, and just meanness. Just straight meanness. Cruelty. I feel for my brother as we've always felt it was just us two in the world. We always felt like we didn't have anybody else, because we didn't. We didn't have anyone. Nobody cared. The most my family did was ask me for money and bother me about their own personal problems. They never really sought out to make sure I was good after Sidney passed, I was drowning in the world alone. So...

I've been super super busy with my engagement, writing and publishing my second novel, and then single-handedly running my own doula business. Life has been taking a toll on me lol, but I'm still grateful to be here. So grateful. I am now engaged, I have been for a little bit now before I announced this. I am really excited. I've had alot of thoughts about this and many items of preparation are in store for the wedding. We will be getting married in December, which is coming so fast. The year is going by so so fast, we're already in August. Some days my engagement can be emotionally alot for me as I have scars from surviving marriage fraud. My first marriage was so scary. He put his hands on me. He stole my social security number and opened accounts in my name with his mom. He cheated on me the first day we got married. I was living a true nightmare. When I tried to get away, I had to file a restraining order and the state of New Jersey pressed charges against him. In m...