Sadié Sidney

I remember listening to "Treat Me Like Somebody" and feeling so understood and loved as a teenager. Love me some Tink fr. I've been having this song on repeat all day. And recently I've decided that I'm going to write another book, hopefully before the end of this year. I'm not rushing but I'm super excited to write. I'm going to write and write and write. I just pray that at least one person in the world completes the book.

I am still heavily recovering from my ex (2015-2018) in Atlanta. I met him when I was around 15-16 and I went through so much because of him. There was sexual, physical, and financial abuse that was tremendously in place in that "relationship". First of all, there is no way that a 15 year old can consent to a relationship with someone of his age (he was 19 or 20 when we met). He slut shamed me every day calling me a bitch or a hoe. He told me that I was the devil in his life and that I was the reason he got kicked out of school. Every bad thing that happened in his life.. my fault. I look back at that age in my life with tears in my eyes seriously. It's so hurtful and demeaning the things that happened to me at that time. I stayed in contact with his family and decided recently to move on from ever speaking to his family again. I feel like they will never understand the pain that I went through and they would probably blame me for the abuse, considering I have no idea why...