Today Was a Better Day...
Surprisingly, today was actually a better day. I still struggle so much and lately I have been having so many thoughts of disgust and disdain towards alot of people that I used to surround and associate myself with. I love being by myself. When I am by myself, I do not have to worry about someone sharing their sick opinion about my life and how I should live it. I don't have to hear anyone's opinions on what they think I should be doing, where I should be going, their comparisons to me, none of that. It is just me and I am perfectly fine with that. I will never forget how people treated me when I lost my brother. I was considered a burden. A bother. I was no longer "the strong one" and people didn't have the capacity nor time (nor did they want to make the capacity nor time) to care about what I was going through emotionally. How I didn't want to live anymore. How I wasn't strong enough to fight on my own. People watched me struggle and offered no help. J...
