Things Get Worse, Before They Get Better

I had to remind myself this today. When you first start chanting, things usually can get worse before they start synchronizing. I had to learn this the first few months I started chanting. It seemed like nothing could go my way, but eventually change did come. I just had to be consistent with my practices. As of today, I've been chanting every day and watching The Secret for about a month straight. It's been working emotionally, but also opening me up to experiencing new feelings and new emotions. Alot of trauma that I forgot about has come up and reminded me of itself, which is ok.