Not Chanting :(

I've been feeling so discouraged lately due to Sidney's passing that I haven't been chanting as much. I'm going to start back chanting tomorrow. I also have a violent cold so that contributed to it as well. I usually chant outside when I'm walking, but since it's snowing I have to find another way to chant. I do NOT like chanting in the house because my schizophrenic ass can't sit still for nothing, but that may be what I have to try. Trying to chant in the snow is... alot. I actually think I chanted yesterday but I can't really remember. All of my days are running together because I've been busy with the college applications, my cold, grieving, court documents, etc. I'm busy, busy.