Sadié Sidney

this look was sooo pretty. I'm waiting for my wigs to come in so I can start playing with makeup more. I may be working 7 days a week teaching moms breastfeeding so now I have to find time to actually get my hair done and have another spa day. I want to go to the LV Cafe too but I need to make a reservation but I have no time to go and they require a deposit too. So I dont want to waste their time by standing them up nor do I want to waste money so.

I want to wear backless dresses and shirts and thinking of getting a breast lift. I'm conflicted on it because I want to stay as natural as possible. Yesterday when I took my bra off, the weight of my breasts hurt me so bad. I'm a 38i but may be bigger now (was sized some time ago). So we'll see what I do.

obsessed with books

I really want to get into placenta encapsulation soon. I think it is such a beautiful practice and I would love to get into it. They have a class in NYC next month, so I'll see if I can join it. I know the people there will be so so beautiful and kind.

I like to play in makeup soo much, with my inspirational looks by mostly trans and drag. Although, because of my depression, it makes it so hard to do my makeup. Hard to do anything really honestly. I was so happy to do my makeup yesterday and I haven't really done my makeup in such a long time. I have a 1200 word paper I want to finish today, even though I'm sad. I have written 250 words so far, so I know I can write 1000 more.