Sadié Sidney

Don’t hurt me, I’m just here to help Don’t hurt me, I am just here to help In a world filled with hate, I am here to love I am your protector, I am your dove I am your heart, I am your little love I am your little sister, I am your baby cub I am soft like water, I am just a tulip bulb I am your daughter, but I can be strong like your first born son I can be loyal, despite what they say, I am not dumb I can be smart, I can be bright as the sun I can be your everything or I can be none I can write a novel, I can tell you war stories of where I am from I can be silent as a warrior, I can be loud as a drum I am here to help you, I am here to show you the power of the littlest one I am your strongest soldier, I am your wonderful outcome I am your sweetie, I am the goodness you will always succumb I am you, I am the mum you never weaned from I am your teacher that passed on but her words have more power as more days are to come I belong to you, I am your income I am your...

I took some time off from my blog and even deleted it due to the paranoia I felt after I was released from the psych ward. This time I was set up by a "friend". I was having a bad day closer to my birthday and she randomly called the police on me. I had a stand off with the police and they snatched me from my home and took me to the hospital where they strapped me down from ankles to wrists. They shackled my wrists so tight that I almost died from lack of circulation and they had to run an emergency IV on me for x amount of hours. The whole time they lied to me. They told me my psychiatrist was coming and they didn't even notify my psychiatrist that I was there. They called my abusive family when I didn't request for them to nor did I provide them with my family's number, I still don't know how they got my family's number to this day. I was shackled for hours while I screamed and fought. I still don't understand why they shackled me when I did not com...