I Didn’t Know Doulship Would Feel This Way

I had no idea that I would feel so useless during my new career. Everything hurts. Every time a client doesnt text back. Every effort wasted. On Wednesday, all I could think was "Nicole, you're not good enough." "You do everything wrong" "Nobody wants you around" And I've talked to other doulas and at times they feel the same way. Self care is so important in thei career and I'm finding ways to care for myself. I have to care for my heart. When I get home, I just want complete silence. I just want to lay down and be all alone forever.....

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