I have one prayer book that I really like that's really effective, but I've been practicing some other manifestation and prayers. I've been watching 'The Secret' every single day. I'm thinking about buying (or maybe renting) a condo out in New York. I'm not sure yet, but I saw some really pretty condos when I was looking. The plan is to move out this apartment by the end of this year and save up my money to buy a house cash before my 30th birthday. I thought that 1,000,000 would be enough to pay off a house but I was entirely wrong. Also because of my disabilities, I would probably have to hire a staff to help me cook, clean, etc so I have to factor those costs in too. Also, factor in the costs of taxes and upkeep. So, ultimately 'no', $1,000,000 isn't enough to get the house that I want in either Alpine or Saddle River. I remember when I first started trading and I only wished that I could make $1000/week to pay my bills on section 8. Hell, my...