I Am Not Enough

I am not enough because my dad said I have slave hair
I am not enough because when Sidney died, everybody stopped answering their phone
I am not enough because I am not smart enough to even get my associates degree
I am not enough because my modeling career failed
I am not enough because I always love my partners more than they love me
I am not enough because I cry about everything
I am not enough because my body has stretch marks everywhere
I am not enough because I'm not strong enough to be a leader
I am not enough because I'm schizophrenic
I am not enough because I'm always being used by my partners
I am not enough because my dad molested me
I am not enough because I always choose partners who dont appreciate me
I am not enough because I allow people to disrespect me
I am not enough because I can't let it go
I am not enough because I always overstay my welcome
I am not enough because my better half is dead
I am not enough because I couldnt live off of my modeling money and I was homeless for a year
I am not enough because I speak before I think
I am not enough because I run from all my problems because I can't face anything
I am not enough because I will never live up to going viral in 2017
I am not enough because I can't even successfully kill myself
I am not enough because I want to cut myself everyday
I am not enough because I'd rather die than live without my brother every day
I am not enough because nobody likes me once they get to know me
I am not enough because my tears dont mean anything to anyone
I am not enough because I will always be a nobody
I am not enough because it's true when people tell me I'll never be anything
I am not enough because my feelings mean nothing to everyone
I am not enough because I'm not a fighter
I am not enough because I'm scared to be
I am not enough.....
I am not enough.....
I am not enough....
I am not enough because my dad said I wasnt and I believe it