I chanted yesterday for 20 minutes. In all honesty, I've been scared. I've been scared to pray, to fast, to chant, to read my holy scriptures. I can't even pinpoint why, but I started chanting yesterday and I feel so much better. I feel a weight lifted off of me. I may try to chant for atleast an hour a day now to get some negative energy off of me. But I can say that I feel much better, at peace. It's like I have a secret weapon. I have to keep telling myself that today is the start of my best days and if I make a mistake, I can always start again tomorrow. I'm always at his mercy and I'm humbled by that. This morning I had a bad nightmare about my dad (a really scary one), but I know that I'm on this important journey of healing and I may have some hiccups but I speak healing, prosperity, and integrity in my life. Life is so short.... For once in my life, I feel full. I'm thinking about going back to church and I saw online that there were some gospel concerts near me! From some of my favorite artists too (Yolanda Adams, Kirk Franklin, etc). I always wanted to be as graceful as the flag dancers during church service. I know, for sure, that I would enjoy going to a gospel concert.
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