Vision Board

I have a dream of living in Alpine, NJ or Saddle Brook, NJ and paying for a million+ dollar home all cash by myself. I've been doing so good with trading. I'm almost at 10k a month and I plan to compound my gains to make my first million before I'm 30 years old with no kids.

It would be a surreal experience to have my first million but I put 1,000,000 on my vision board when I was 19 years old. It's crazy because last year, I had only $12 in my bank account. I was on section 8, food stamps, and PACO (utility bill help). Now, I'm able to afford things I never had. Experience places I've never been. I don't have to depend on section 8 or food stamps for my livelihood. I remember working 60-80 hours a week just to afford my $800 rent in Atlanta. I was tired and exhausted and it just felt like I was never making enough money. It was depressing... Even after we had to identify Sidney's body in the morgue, I had to go to work a couple of days after his death. I had to work the same day I got the news my favorite granny passed. I can see why I felt so down for so long. Money and material things will never take the pain away. $1,000,000 will not bring Sidney back. Ever. But there were times my mom couldn't afford sanitary napkins for me, so I had to use tissue. The kids would make fun of me and call me fishy. I couldn't help it, we didn't have money. There were times that my mom was making 6 figures, but because ny dad was addicted to heroin, he'd always take my mom's money and leave us penniless. I remember I saved up $50 in my piggy bank. He broke my piggy bank, stole my money, and said he'd pay me back. When I asked him about it later, he said, "I don't owe you a damn thing, bitch." ..... Needless to say, I never got my $50 back.