Rest Day

This calypta got me so tired and drowsy. But, at least, I'm sleeping. On the vraylar, I would be up every night at 3 am. It was so annoying. Plus, I would be so hungry on Vraylar too. On calypta, I'm not as hungry. Sometimes I can go a whole day without eating and I won't realize until like 11 pm (which I know is bad). I don't think I should really be eating meat, especially red meat. Yesterday I ordered a large braised oxtail with triple mac and cheese and I got so sick and nauseous. I need to go grocery shopping, but I've been so tired that it's been hard to do simple things. They say the drowsiness will subside, but I don't know. It's pretty strong. I'm also on semaglutide right now, because my doctor ordered it. I think around October my blood pressure was a little high and so I said I would start intermittent fasting. I did that and found out I had dumping syndrome and can't fast or I'll fall. Again. Last time I fell, I knocked myself out on the ground because I hit my head and I had to get 8 stitches. When I went back to the doctor around January, they said 'no, your blood pressure is really really high' and they ordered weight loss meds. I'm kind of sad because I like the weight I'm at. But I don't want to be on blood pressure meds or have any other complications. I do remember when I was 270+ pounds, I had bad edema on my feet and ankles. They were so swollen, I was really worried. I'm stuck at 247 right now, but I like this weight and size. I had plans this morning to see some buddhist sisters but I had to cancel because I was so tired. I couldn't even think about getting out the bed. I'm hoping next week I'm not so tired and stuck, but we'll see. I usually try to wake up at 9:30 am to trade, but I haven't been barely doing that. Just going to take it easy for the rest of the day and try to go to bed early.