She just started sitting on my lap recently. She would never do it, she was still shy for a long time. She loves when I come home and pick her up and give her cuddles. She is such good company. Today she wanted to cuddle all day but I had to do some things in Hoboken and do 3 loads of laundry. I felt bad..

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