Love reading Christian Novels

I absolutely adore reading Christian novels. They have so many themes that are relevant. Hurt, fear, anxiety, love, care, gentleness.. It always warms my heart when I read one or watch a Christian movie. My favorite Christian movie is 'Fireproof'. I'm excited to finish this book. It's so interesting that I read 100 pages in one day. Like I said, I do want to start over and change my life. I really want to move out the country, but I've gotten so comfortable where I am. And I'm scared to come out of my comfort zone. Terrified. Moving to New York was scary but it was done and now I'm ok. Doing much better. So I know I can do it. I also don't want to rush into leaving the country and I go somewhere that I'm unsafe and I don't have stability. Just alot to think about.. But I can go as slow as I want.

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