For we walk by faith, not by sight

I was reading that in my bible tonight and it made me feel so hopeful. I was actually thinking today how stupid I was for moving to New York/Jersey. I came here with a book bag and 1 suitcase and made so many promises that I was going to do something major with my life. I had no idea how I was going to do it and damn sure aint have no money to make something substantial happen. I'm a little proud of me for trying my best, I truly am... I tried my best and that's something to be proud of, nonetheless. I moved up here at 19 years old all by myself. I would NOT want my 19 year old daughter doing all that by herself, but I just wanted something new from Atlanta. Something different. I admire people who move to different countries/continents. I want some of their guts and bravery.