Found a Beautiful Healing Practitioner

I found a healer who has helped many before me and I'm excited. We already had a session this week and we're having another one today. Healing is such a scary, but beautiful journey that I've been trying to set my feet on for so long. I pray and rebuke the spirit of stagnation over my life. I personally feel like I've been very stagnant since COVID. It could very well be all in my head (the schizophrenia talking) but I feel like I haven't gone anywhere substantial since COVID. I want to go places... not anywhere special, just SOMEWHERE. Anywhere but just sitting here and watching paint dry. Like I said, from the outside looking in, I could very well be moving. Like a swan calm on the surface, but struggling immensely below the surface. I'm excited for this healing journey. I'm excited for change. I'm excited for new. Just excited in general.