Kind of Want to Stop Blogging, Kind of Don't

Right now, I'm at 16,500+ views on my blog, with about ~500 views a month. Sometimes I want to stop writing because I don't want people to see my most private moments displayed online, but then I think about when I was a teenager and how something like this would've given me hope to keep going. I'm kind of in between the two as I'm on my healing journey. As time goes on, I'll decide what I want to do. Especially if I enter into another relationship, I don't want to be talking about or posting about that online. I have always tried my absolute best to keep my relationships private, as much as I can. Which is hard, especially when I struggled with infidelity during my marriage. There were days I wanted to just cry out in angst about what people have put me through, but I always decide against it. It's just against better judgement, but I do always want to say something and express myself sometimes. Maybe for my *more private* moments, I can keep it sacred for a memoir. God knows I'm not up for writing another book. I mean, I am, but not without help. I would want someone to help me navigate the journey step-by-step. So, that's something that I'm considering for the future. Not really the near future, I want to get a little more maturity on me and life experience. But I do think about it alot actually. I don't even have a 'snazzy' title for a memoir. I can't even think of anything. That's why I'm probably going to make a memoir vision board, so I can get things going in a productive way.