I totally forgot to mention about the day that I almost died from falling and had to get 8 stitches. I'm still very insecure about my ear even though it has healed nicely. I get really bad intrusive thoughts about what could've happened and how I could've injured myself more (not good, I know). I was eating pizza and it spiked my body's levels and then they dumped... Leading me to get light headed and dizzy causing me to fall and knock myself unconcious. I still have absolutely no idea what I cut my ear on and I couldn't find any blood in my apartment, so that remains a mystery because I didn't and never have had an earring in that spot of my ear. This happened earlier this year and I had to be rushed to the hospital. I don't think I've ever injured myself before (that I can remember other than scars, bruises, busted lips, etc from when I was little playing rough) so I was so so shocked. Like I said, I'm still very insecure about my ear and you can still see where I cut it faintly. I went to the doctor and they were saying I may have dumping syndrome, I may have to get a heart monitor, and I'm seeing a neuorologist now with so many tests. I think I didn't want to put it in this blog because I'm embarrassed. I really think it has something to do with my meds, to be honest. I think that they have a big effect on my body's levels and cause them to spike up and down when I eat food. Which is very annoying, considering I need my meds.
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