How My Memoir Is Going

So I've written 150 pages so far!!! My goal is 200 pages so I'm ecstatic that I'm 50 pages away from my ending point. My least favorite part is editing. I do not like editing AT ALL. Everyday is a challenge when I'm writing. Some days I feel depressed from the things I've been through. The first half of the book was the hardest part. There are things that have happened to me that makes me so sad and feel so helpless at times. I feel for that young girl. All I do is pray that at least one person reads my book. That would mean the world to me. Today I had enough energy to cook, do laundry, and clean which is always good. Some days I don't have energy to do anything. There;s some days that I even struggle to pray. Those days are the hardest. Once I finish this book, a weight will be off my shoulders. I thank God for life. I thank God for another chance.