Loss of Words

I've been at such a loss of words to what to say in this blog. So far, school is almost done for the semester. This semester was not as stressful as the others as I near graduation, which I'm grateful for. I have so much to be thankful and grateful for. I still haven't even started the books that I got from the library. Some books that I've gotten from the library have sat untouched for months. My anxiety has been devastating these past few days which gaves way to not being able to sit still, read, and I struggle deeply with my school work. I thank God everyday for his mercy and patience with me as I'm in a transition stage. I have been praying and reading my scripture everyday steady. I pray for my enemies and all those who have hurt me as my life is transitioning. The first book that I want to start is the book on forgiveness by Iyanla Vanzant. I do feel myself growing during this stage in my life. I have alot of anxiety about my second book. I try not to think too hard about it and about if my work will ever grow in this world.