Sadié Sidney

 Today I'm having Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup! I am so happy about that. My chemistry class is on Wednesdays and it's 4 hours long :( I bought a bunch of groceries to last me while I'm away from work. I hate going grocery shopping by my house, so I went to Trader Joe's. This week I'll be having 2 dogs and a cat to watch.

 That's Tigger. I've been working so hard lately. I have to find my rhythm with school, work, and the dogs. 

 I'm studying for the SAT and I'm so nervous. I did some practice tests and I had no idea what in the world they were talking about. I have a cat and a dog that I'm watching. The cat's name is Tigger and the dog's name is Prince. Prince just follows me all around the house, he's the sweetest. I've really been craving cheese pizza so I got one from Trader Joe's and I'm cooking it in the oven rn. Honestly, I'm a little overwhelmed with school, but I'm going to try to stick with it.

  My classes start today. I am so so nervous. I want to do the best that I can. This is my third time being the 'pic of the day' on Vogue, that is so so cool. I had cheese pizza last night and it was so yummy. Lately I've been craving cheese pizza for some reason. I've been eating at Vito's deli these past days. Their food is so fresh and so yummy.

  I'm going to take a leave of absence from my vice president position at the International Association of Women. I just need a break to rejuvenate. I ate lasagna from Trader Joe's for dinner. It was yummy. I ate it with Tangerine juice. I work 6 days this week. I thought I was going to be extra tired but I'm actually ok. I've been getting enough sleep, which is so good. Now, with food, it doesn't taste the same. It's not as flavorful as it used to be. I'm not as excited to eat food anymore unless it's really bad junk food. I've gained so much weight on resperidone.... I'm hoping to get off of it soon so I can lose it.

 I'm waiting to see how much FAFSA is covering for school. I believe they're paying for the whole tuition. I took my placement test and I have to retake pre-calculus. I didn't remember anything about  precalculus from 5 years ago. I got an 8/8 for the writing test. I'm actually excited about starting english in college because I'd love to read and study books. When I read books now and finish them, I usually read the reviews on reddit. I'm busy with work and the dogs so I want to go to school hybrid (completely remote). Anne Hesh published a book in 2001 and I really want to read it but it's not available anywhere. It's her life story and it talks about her being molested by her dad and her mental health. Micheal K. Williams has a book coming out that I'm very excited to read.

 I started reading this book and it's such an eye-opening experience. She touches on psychological, sexual, and physical abuse. It's a great book so far! I'm on page 200. I have a busy day on Monday!! I do not like being busy at all, I honestly just love staying in the bed all day. I don't think it's healthy that I stay in the bed all day, so I have to get up and do things. I may have a shoot on Friday, we'll see. Right now, I'm on hold for it. It's for a jewelry line. I booked my ticket to Atlanta so I'll be there in September. I might be watching two dogs and a cat soon which will make me even more busier :( But money is money. On Tuesday, I'm going to get my toe nails done. Today I had chic fil a for dinner, which is so rare. I usually cook but I had to go to the mall to get new shoes and some leggings.